Thank you all for words of comfort. Life is truly a blessing. Our lives are only what we make of them, it all depends on how we play the cards we are dealt.
Sugarbear: As tough as the situation is, we have to keep on living. It would be a dishonor to our sons memory to let his death be the cause of us not to live lives. He loved life, and would want us to continue to enjoy ours.
Sapling: my wife and I have discussed that even with the loss of Ryan, we are still blessed with the life we have.
Savingself: your little one is in my prayers.
bryangt: thank you. When we first lost Ryan one of the old timers at a meeting told me that I was going through this now so that I could be there for someone else, as he was there for me.