Hi Windancer,
I have been thinking about you, and wondering how you are doing. I am sure you are feeling scared right now, try to focus on what you will do after you are out. I think moving into town is a good idea too. You should be around other people, and close to activities.
You are always the first to post encouraging words for everyone else, lean on people on here as much as you need to.
Do you know when and where you are going yet? PM me where you will be staying when you know and I will send some letters.
I am sending you hugs and positive thoughts. You are strong and you will get through this. :ghug3