I thank you so much for your post...when you talk about a 'message of strength & hope' in the rooms, you dear sir, just defined it. I too send my thoughts & prayers to you & yours with the death of your son. The strength and hope you show through such adverse conditions gave me encouragement to continue on no matter what the circumstances. If we turn back to drinking when our problems are devastating, the problem does not go away and we would only add negative elements to that problem. Congratz on 2 years and holding on during the storm. God Bless You!