Well your post made MY day! Doesn’t sound like you had a bad day yourself! Wow 2 meetings on the first day you went to AA. It typically warms my heart to hear of first meeting experiences.
With regard to the 'program' being exactly right for you, keep an open mind, a truly open mind. It seems to have worked for a few of us, even ones like me who said "no way".
I’m just sorry that I did not make that nickel.