Welcome back DDrayer!!!
It took me a while to finally make the decision that I was done, prior to that I stopped drinking for short periods but always went back. I have 83 days today and the majority of my support has come from logging onto SR daily.
The first few days were tough, but I made it through, and in the beginning I scheduled the hours I would be drinking with alternate activities just as I schedule things on my work calendar.
I have found that exercise, reading and eating healthy have become my new obsession (yes, I have a type A personality and like to do everything to perfection, I did it with wine for years!!!)
You can do this, take one day at a time and log on here daily. Hope your meeting tonight went well!!!!