Originally Posted by
Beige 
Fifteen hours. Yes, I'm in the meager hour-counting phase, these long thin hours spent wondering how I went from four years of sobriety to drinking 24/7, hiding and lying and sneaking while driving my life into the ground.
Wow Beige, that sounds like my life. I was 4.5 years sober then started drinking all day in mid-October. Had a few feeble attempts at quitting until I scared myself with blackouts and other acts. Cut down and joined the group.
Best wishes to you and take care.