Well, you took your first step in admitting you have a problem. Sounds like you are willing to take steps to quit as well, also good. My doctor told me to moderate before quitting as well. It worked for awhile but as long as I knew I could have a drink it just got worse. Decide to quit today. The first couple days are tough for some and make sure you go to the ER if things get bad. You can always detox there until you are out of the woods. Once you get some sobriety under your belt you are going to love your new life. I am betting you will also lose some weight!! You can do it, TODAY.