It is so good to hear from all the well wishes from everyone....too many to count. You all have been a great inspiration to read about and truly give me something to shoot for. I thought it would be nuts to talk to strangers online about my downfalls, but after a few days, I feel like I can finally let loose and, like stated above, surround myself with people who get me! I feel sometimes that I am alone in a packed room, but with support from my wife and people around me, it is getting easier. Hope and prayers to all of you!