Christie, I just did 30 day rehab it was a good experience, a very good building block for my recovery. I was looking forward to putting my life back together. I came home to discover that my apartment had been robbed of everything while I was gone and I mean everything. And then I let my 21 year old son use my car because his was in the shop and he wrecked it and I only had liability. So I don't have transportation at this time. Also I am living with my father because it was discovered that my downstairs neighbors were involved in the robbery of my apartment and it wasn't a safe place to stay. He lives in the middle of nowhere and it's hard for me to get anywhere. I
So I have had some things work against me since starting my recovery process but I am still trying to do it. I guess reality is just really hitting me today. I'm sorry I am rambling....just need to vent or talk it out or something.