Originally Posted by
Effected 
Perhaps there had never been the right moment to day i'm done. He's had two deaths to deal with... And of course it sounds like I'm making excuses.last weekend.. I clearly lost it with him. Surprising lythis weekend was better. Do alcoholics have guilt ? know right from wrong? He said once.. I would end up hating him. I have compassion an empathy... I love him. And pity him even more so....
Yes, we do have those feelings. We will continue to drink and use to hide them as well.
Until we choose to find recovery. For ourselves, not anyone else.