New here, really scared
I'm 23 years old. I've had a pretty rough life. I deal with it by drinking. I don't drink as often as I used to but I binge when I do.
My fiancé is also an alcoholic.
We fight when we drink. Mostly because I get really upset when I'm drunk, I start thinking about things I shouldn't.
I was doing so well, until last night. I don't remember anything except him yelling at me. Now he won't talk to me and doesn't know if he wants to be with me anymore.
I'm so scared.
I want to stop drinking but I think it's too late