WWG:
Wishing you all the best in 2013, and most importantly, true sobriety.
I respectfully suggest that you have a candid discussion with your therapist to explore inpatient or outpatient treatment for your drinking. It appears that you may be one who needs much stronger support and a structured program to move you past the stumbling blocks you continue to encounter.
Success breeds success; conversely, the cycle you are in can set you up for continued failure unless something changes significantly. It is time to try something different.