Originally Posted by
Xune 
Have you ever been to a psychologist to discuss this?
just wanted to say that the reason I liked what Xune said is that, for me, what you're saying is everything is in excess or causes you to feel poorly. I've read quite a few of your posts and kinda get the thing of "what do you tackle first?" I also kinda remember your homelife and the hubby so I do know it's not all that easy for you. A shrink might help cement what you could tackle first?
To me a shrink nearly is same thing as life coach. Possibly this could help as it's all very overwhelming?
((((hugs)))
edited to add: shrink/therapist/counselor = same thing as long as relationship is where you can feel comfortable to tell the truth and listen.