Welcome.to SR Imustdothis...I'm not religious either...But I do have a year and a half sober in AA...And I had a long drinking career that cost me everything...Almost my life. Here is the Big Book online...I recommend reading it.....For me AA is so much more than just putting down the drink...It was learning to live without it...To change the way I treated myself and others...And to make real friends...That don't drink. Maybe it's for you...Maybe it's not...I guess the only way to find out would be to try it. I wish you the best whatever you do...SR is great for online support.
Start at the beginning but I'm sure chapter 4 will interest you.
The text of Alcoholics Anonymous