First off welcome to SR. You can obviously see that alcohol mixed with you equates trouble. You also stated that your teenage son is seeing your mood and most likely your attitude and behaviors change when you drink. It is just the wee hours of Sunday morning here an you are talking about waiting another two full days to begin your journey to sobriety. Lets just say you were cooking in the kitchen and you severely cut your hand. Do you think you would wait two extra days to seek assistance. I think not. Same here. Why wait. You seem to know your child is unhappy with your drinking and you know it is a time that they too are looking at things to experiment with. Im taking for ever trying to say what better way to set an example than to see his parent rid themselves of something that is damaging not only themselves but the family. I wish that you could find a way to start today. You can beat this but you have to work hard at it. Good luck and seek info and support here. It's 3:09 am so obviously there is always someone around.