Originally Posted by
ilovehim1104 
i just have one question once he hits a "mature recovery" point or works more steps will he ever knw that I actually loved him?
When he reaches a mature recovery, ask him.
I believe in: Patience, more will be revealed.
In my life with my AXH, I thought what we had was love. After time and recovery, I now accept that what we had was an unhealthy attachment.