I went to my first AA meeting in 96 in Florida, I am now living overseas, I've been relapsing ever since after few months of sobriety here and there and it's been hell on earth the days after every relapse ever since, I am back to doing my program, I relapsed again 3 weeks ago, sober today and going to a meeting today here in Norh africa. not giving up, I don't have a choice anyway.