Hi Alecia--Welcome!!!--I Haven't been here long myself but I can tell you this has been
a great wonderful uplifting place for me. Sometimes I don't even write anything about
my self or my AH and I just read. I find so many answers and so much comfort.Some-
times just knowing I'm not alone and I'm not the only one repeating the same unhealthy behavior patterns is the best medicine I can get. Alecia I would really like
to stress to you that physical abuse only esculates it does not go away. I really hope
for your own safety that you keep some distance between you and your boyfriend.
Take some time to concentrare on yourself and and learn about breaking the cycle
of codependant behavior. Pleeeease be safe and keep coming back to this sight.
There is so much help here and love for you. Smiles---Dee
P.S. Someone once told me that the definition of insanity is--Doing the same thing
over and over and expecting a different outcome.