It's a sobering feeling, as I get ready to go home here in an hour or so from work, to a tree with nothing under it because AH drank up our Christmas money. I was mad about it and now, I'm feeling very hurt about it. I called dinner off over it a few weeks ago and my brother is making dinner and invited us but he's not going because of work tonight. I don't even have a gift for my 5 year old neice. SMH I sit and wonder, if he knows how much this has truly hurt me?
He's been sober since 12/9. He's doing well but I'm still scared of what the near future holds even though he says he's done. I don't know if he's as done as I am if he drinks again and time will only tell. But, I'm pretty hurt and teary right now. I just feel like sobbing over this whole year and last couple months of pain and suffering he has put on me!
