Hugs to you. I'm in the same boat. I kicked my ABF out last week after a 2.5 year relationship. We got engaged one year ago today. I'm feeling a little lonely but very happy I don't have to live with the lies and being angry almost everyday!! I look 10 years younger 👸! Don't waste your energy on him...he's not worth it. Turn that negative energy into positive energy! Bake some Christmas cookies with your kids for Santa!
This is your time now...your time to be happy with you and your children. Your children will be happier also seeing their mom so strong and content.
Take care and merry Christmas! Xoxo