mini vent
After my 18 days of not drinking I still haven't made it thru a weekend. After "being good" and only having four on Thursday. All night fri and morning to night on sat. Hungover all day Sunday. I'm telling myself not tonight..I know I'll feel good waking up without a hangover on Christmas day, but damn this sucks all the adults but one are drinking tonight
Lots of wine and beer here. I know though that it won't be one or two glasses of wine or two cans of beer. I'll be wanting to keep the party going. I could keep it together in front of the family but it would be a real mental battle to stop.
Sorry for the long post. Guess just feeling a bit sorry that my brain and body processes alcohol different. And yes its a choice to drink or not and there are worse things then not been jg able to drink safely..but times like this it really sucks