A new level of heartbreak...AS isn't allowed home for Christmas :(
The last time he was in my home (in October, the day before entering rehab), before he left I asked him to empty his pockets and I patted him down. He had about $200 worth of sterling silver in his pockets ...heavy silver wire that I use for jewelry making. I was absolutely nauseous and told him then he will never be allowed to cross my threshold again. That means he won't be allowed to come for Christmas and I'm finding this to be extremely heartbreaking. I guess it's just another step along this path to hell.
I love him so much and I'm REALLY struggling with this one. I guess I'll just meet up with him and buy him a meal somewhere or invite him to go to church with us. How sad that it's come to this.