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GirlFromCO Don't eat the yellow snow! What are you doing now, hanging out or going to bed? Wanna talk about what's next? The funny thing is, I can almost guarantee you that tomorrow or the next day or the day after that you'll find yourself thinking "Man, why did I let that internet person talk me into dumping my beer in the snow. That was so dumb and I really feel like drinking right now. I'm going to quit on Jan 1 just like I said I was!" or something along those lines. You want to know how I know this? I'VE DONE IT A BUNCH OF TIMES. A BUNCH. TOO MANY. You should start planning for what you're going to do when that happens. Unless you want to be dumping beers again, that is.
I have been on the forum for about a week now. I read your posts when you were still drunk. Now here I am in the same position. I didn't dump those beers on a whim. I have been considering this for a long time, but as time goes on, I'm in more pain and the reality of being a long term drunk gets more real. I don't want to do it anymore. With some luck my desire to be sober will overcome my addiction and I will beat this thing. I more determined then I have been in a while, and I will do my best to continue the fight.