Nobody's telling you what to do, least of all D. It is your right to drink as much as you want as hard as you want for as long as you want. It's just that we know through experience that you're doing things the hard way and we know how painful it is to continue to drink. Why not give yourself a break, and early X-mas gift? (if you're into X-mas that is.)
Drinking hurts, man. Wouldn't it be nice to start the process of healing now? Yeah, tomorrow wouldn't be very nice but by Sunday you'd feel a whole lot better - just in time to remember the holidays with your babies. I don't know how old they are but I do know that you only get a certain number of holidays with them.
Just my opinion. Do what you will, of course
Nobody is going to kick you off the site if you decide you want to keep drinking. It took me a couple of YEARS of being here before I was ready to quit. We do get it, you know?