My problem now, is how to approach it. My life has been revolved around "getting wasted" in some shape or form for quite sometime now. Every social outing I am at thats all that goes on, i dont know anything else.
Ive just got to kick this stupidity, ive burned soo many irrepairable bridges already, and have lost alot of mates over this ****. Ive put on 15kg ( 33lb) this year, relating to drinking + poor eating habbits due to being too wasted to cook etc. Bloody ridiculous. Ive gone as far as picking fights with good friends, who are just trying to help me out because im in a state. You really learn who your true friends are, I have put them all through hell and they have stuck around.
Maybe shifting towns will give me a new lease on life, it really is a drinking culture here.