It certainly will get easier.
It's only been 3 days. Be patient with yourself.
Every emotion you are feeling, you are entitled to feel. Break-ups are painful.
For me, I had to start living in my today. All the wonderful, cherished memories, were simply memories. He was no longer the same person. His disease progressed, and he was an out of control addict. He had nothing to offer, and he had turned my life upside down, making daily living an absolute hell.
It's only natural to mourn the "what could have been" but I could not let that define me or the rest of my life.
MY thoughts and best wishes are with you, but I am here to share with you, that life without an addict is so very worth living, there really is a wonderful world waiting for you to explore. Seems I got so involved in XA disease, i forgot to enjoy living in my own skin. I have never regretted taking a leap of faith and believing in myself.
I matter, You matter, time to live without remorse.......