Wow, everyone's gifts to themselves are nice to read about.
I'm though, different here. Maybe somebody else on this site feels like I do. I am giving myself the gift of not acknowledging Christmas. LOL
Christmas is going to be for happier years in my future. I am not there yet. I don't want to have to pretend on any level a happy Christmas this year. I am happy for others, in fact I am selling a lot of Christmas items. I am not wishing like some Grinch that others do not have happy Christmas--just the opposite--I hope others do have a happy season.
But I am in a season in my life where Christmas will have to be for the future. I am in transition, and focused solely on getting my act together, and achieving that. When happier times come, happier years, then Christmas will be a part of my life again.