A lot to cope with coming up :(
4 wks I confronted my parents about an uncle who sexualy abused me when I was younger and why they thought it was acceptable for him to still be part of the family and for me to contunie going to functions when he will be there.
Cut a long story short, they are angry I could bring this back up after all this time and after a few heated words I have not spoke to them since.
It is my son's birthday tomorrow and my husband just phoned to tell me my dad phoned him this morning to say they will be up to to see him tonight.
I am now freaking out, I have waited 4 weeks for them to speak to me, looked everytime I hear a car pull up outside, run over loads of conversations of what I would say and them coming tonight it is clear they are only coming because of my son.
I have not had a drink since last wednesday and don't want to allow this to be an excuse to have a drink tonight.
I can't beleive how weired I feel right now.