I am too tired to do more work. i think prescriptions or drinking is only choice at this point. I never understood the void thing everyone talks about, i try to find it but can't, i just need stuff for me to be outgoing enough to socialize.
can you see tho? these are external solutions - some of them may take away the troubling symptoms (if you're lucky) but the cause will always remain.
Sooner or later, I think if we want things to be better, we need to face ourselves.
Noone wants someone who's broken - we need to fix ourselves if we want to have any chance of lasting happiness and peace...not to mention long lasting relationships.
when you said you've tried to find your void but couldn't...what did you try?
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