I've thought about this alot since the Connecticut school shooting...it's a horrible tragedy, yes....but maybe the human brain is so complex that we can't really rationalize some decisions....so many times, I've thought beforehand, and KNEW how things would end up....but in an instant, that's all forgotten...my ****** up brain...I wasn't born this way, this just happened, I guess brain's are powerful things, they control everything....somehow it tells me that it's "ok" to drink....I guess, it's just luck that I'm not a homicidal maniac....I am NOT making light of what has happened, just thinking....searching for answers...