Let me ask you something. I tried AA once too. I went to a meeting and nothing happened. Then I realized it wasn't much of an effort. When I was asked if I could commit to doing 90 meetings in 90 days...Studying the book and getting a sponsor to help me do what the book told me I needed to do...It worked for me...I wanted it that bad...Or alcohol was going to kill me. Do you think you could commit to something like that?