My 1st wife during the divorce went down that same road. She wasn't so luck and died at the hospital.
Today married again I am so amazed at how Awesome marriage can be without all that drama and a normal woman. Would I have go back IF I had the chance today? NO! No Way, no how, not a chance!
If you were to start a relationship today... Would you date this woman? With that answer, it is time for you to heal.
AG