The concept of "never" is not daunting to me at all. It is, like xune said, liberating. It is where I find peace.
Another member says the question of drinking has been asked and answered. (thanks OTT
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Asked and answered...I love that. I mean really what the hell else do I need to think about it? It will always be a resounding NO. Anything else is just placating my beast. And while the thoughts of "just for today" will keep my beast calm....for me it's just a dangerous head game. The truth is I'll never drink and that makes *me* happy and calm.