Hi all!!!!!!!!!!
I feel like I haven't posted in here in forever. So wanted to update.
Not drinking! Yeah! I submitted my last final yesterday and so I am done with classes until January. I'm really looking forward to this break.
Things have been going well. Still sober. It's going well. I do have those brief moments of "OMG, I want a drink" but it passes. I just remember that I like sober me so much more than drunk me. Over the past month, I've spent a lot of time alone, reflecting and really have become aware of how I become when drinking. And I don't like it, or her, very much.
Life is feeling calmer now.
I still have a long way to go but lately, there is such an urgency rising up in me. The awareness that I am capable of more, I am more. That is what I hold onto now....the emerging self-esteem, loving myself.
I'm brain-dead right now after finals week, lol. But I just wanted to check in and say hello. I hope all if well with everyone of you