A month ago, you were in the middle of alcoholic seizures, I went back and skimmed all your postings. You have a YOUNG CHILD you need to care for. That alone should make you a responsible adult.
You have had a terrible month, I'll give you that, the seizure, the ambulance, someone breaking down your door, getting your phone stolen and getting your tires slashed, a new relationship, dates And you live in the middle of nowhere. Call your mother to come and stay with you?