Ug, just reading the title of this thread made me freak! But I feel better after reading replies. One and a half months sober and the social anxiety is KILLING ME right here at Xmas! I was already anxious and my drinking/sobriety has made it so much worse! Doc has me on Xanax and Nerontin. I don't think I could leave the house without it. Abusing pills has never been my problem. I don't abuse it and try to remember to take it and my OCD meds religiously even if I feel okay that day.