Lily that's great to hear! . You need to take things day by day and keep strong. I recently broke up with my xabf , but I had no idea he was using and he lied to me so much now that I look back. Yes I miss him and think of him.
But realized I can't live my life for him.
The drugs were number one and now for your ex recovery is number. You still aren't.
You deserve to be happy and to be in a healthy relationship.