feeling good..........
Hi friends. I like to give you an update every week or so on how I am doing. It really helps me to share my life with you. I have been taking the Prozac for over a week now and I do feel better. My situation is the same in almost all respects. However I feel more peaceful about my situation and more ready to focus on myself. I spend less time thinking about the problems in my life, I mean obsessive thinking. I feel more ready to focus on myself and actually begin the step work. I feel less sorry for myself and more hopeful about bringing about change in my life. I feel more relaxed. I also feel more detached from my husband. I feel less frantic about figuring everything out and making the "right" decision. You know, I don't care if I have to take medication for the rest of my life, if it helps me to feel "OK", then it is worth it.
Hey, don't get me wrong, I still have problems. I am still confused. But today I don't feel hopeless. Thanks for listening.