6 months to begin finding me :)
my ABF has decided to enter the salvation army on Monday. Im am happy that he has made this decision, and honestly relieved at the separation. I am glad to have the insanity to be forcibly removed from my life for longer than a month.I am excited to have the time to focus on me, because I feel that while he is here I am incapable. He does know where to find me in the summertime next year and that crazy addicted part of me hopes he does. I can't believe Soon I will be free. I hate to admit I didn't have the strength to separate on my own, but now that it is upon me I am glad to have the practice and honestly relieved to know he is going to be in rehab, and more relieved to be able to put my life back together. I hope and pray to grow strong while he is gone. strong enough to not get tangled in the spider-web of my addiction to him when he gets out. thank ou everyone for your encouraging words here. Im so glad to have a safe place to be