I know Im ready to work on sobriety now. I just want to be healthy & happy now. When I think about my fatty liver, it reminds me of my best friends dad who was found dead on the couch at age 35 from liver damage. It's is such a sad story. I added the amount of how much I've spent on liquor over 4 years, it's about 10,000 a year! & thats an under estimate! It's time for me to get it together, my doc said Zero drinking & she'll see me in a month so I'm going to clean up within that time. I just need to get through this awfully bad withdrawals. It's the only thing that makes me relaps when I'm trying. This time I'm stronger though...