When I got my DUI 5 years ago I LOST IT. I felt like the scum of the earth. Then I got into recovery and started doing my community service and alcohol classes and I realized that, yes, I may have made a huge mistake but I wasn't alone and I wasnt a monster because of drinking and driving. I was sick. That DUI probably saved my life as it led to me finally quitting alcohol for good. I learned from it. That's life. You'll be ok but take this seriously and remember that it's the first drink that could lead you back here; and they are so much harder with multiple offenders. I was in a multiple offender class due to my BAL being three times the legal limit so I know. I'll never drink and drive again God willing.