terribob - an AA meeting or two or a gazillion won't fix your problem. You have to WANT to quit drinking and just do it. Yea, easier said than done but you have to make the initiative to NOT pick up that first drink.
I've tried the moderation approach and all I do is polish off what's left in the house. I do have one suggestion though.... next time you want to drink, log in here (especially the chat thread) and get immediate support.
You gotta be stronger than the booze is.
Stay sober my friend!