Wise words Myth! I have very weak moments. I lost my grandparents who raised me and my husband, all within 2.5 years. I want to make them all proud as well. When my gma was dying I told her I was going back to school to get my masters, that was almost 3 years ago, now that I am sober, it's time to make good on all the promises I made. Thanks everyone for your support.