Hi Lilly
I'm glad you saw a Dr.
If you told them all your story tho...and they said maybe you should 'stop for while'...I'm not a Dr by any means but I'm not sure that's great advice.
perhaps it might be a good idea to look for a Dr who's better acquainted with addiction.
You'll find a lot of support here and a lot of ideas on where to go next too
Look for our Class of December thread in this forum - lot of people quitting this month there
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