Congrats JohnnyOneDay!
Dee, your right. your really right.
Nu, thanks for your words too
It would hurt more to break up with my sweety. He is being so understanding and patient. I need to figure out my recovery. I think once I truly have my recovery stuff together everything else will be less "crazy". I know better. I want to do better. My son is amazing and I want to be an amazing mother to him. I need to work the steps I mean what do I have to lose by working the steps at least once right? Just giving it a wholehearted try all the way for once.