I also was at the end of my rope...Lost everything and was hopeless...My brother paid for my rehab...Which I'm still paying back. My rehab recommended AA. I took their advice and left two weeks early to save some money in a 30 day treatment and committed myself to AA. It's free. I just got 17 months sober...I'm holding a job...I'm living. If you're willing to put in the effort.....You can get out of this.