Hi everyone
Day 9! :-)
Weekend been really tough tough but getting threw it - felt bit anxious and jumpy all weekend but putting it down to weekend and fact that weekends were always the massive blow out - even more than the two bottles every night during the week!
Yesterday took family to see rise of guardians (great film by the way!) then we hit Pizza Hut - all for less than the price I would have wasted on grapes in the last week! :-)
Was great to be out with them all which is something for last 10 years I have completely neglected and feel pretty crappy for :-(
Even better was the feeling of been clean , not worrying that I was been seen as a drunk,been able to look my wife in the eye and smile at her and not getting grumpy that I wanted to go home as soon as possible so I could get the first glass down my throat!
My kids look different to me as well somehow - like looking through new eyes (find out later if that is good or bad!!)
Sorry for random writing and been boring - just helps me first thing in morning to get on here and scribble stuff down
Thanks
