(((Dixie)))
Hang in there girl. You can make it through this. The good thing is that you came here and asked for help. SR has gotten me through some time when I wanted to throw it away. We all understand. I have to agree with the others that this "friend" is not a good friend. I gave up all my old friends and found new ones in the rooms of NA/AA. Do you go to meetings? If you need to talk, PM me. I'm here if you need me.
Sherry