Originally Posted by
TrixMixer 
Spacestation !
Why don't you go back to your post of Nov 2011 at 9 days sober. Read it!-What happened to that guy, are you one in the same? If so just read it and begin again with the plan you had then.
The "I was conditioned to be a drunk at 7 by my "Rock Star Idols" is getting a little old, just like they are. Think of how good looking Ron Woods would be today if he "just said No".
Forgive me but I really think you have to ask yourself if you really want a sober life, cause it sounds like you have various lists at your disposal for Failure.
Read what you posted! Seems still using the "Rock Star Idol" set-up for failure is getting a little old or dead, just like they are.
Wish I had never brought it up. The whole point is that the conditioning took place at a young age. Not like this is still sometihing I continue with.
I will go and see my prior posts, Thanks. SS