You know, I've been trying to quit drinking for years and it gets worse and worse. One thing I never believed was that going to meetings helps you. getting a sponsor helps you. True surrender helps you. I've FINALLY started making these things a priority and I'm on day 34. it's a different kind of sobriety this time - happiness instead of dry drunk insanity.
I would recommend listening to all the others for whom AA worked. Do not drink and get to meetings, no matter what. It helps. Trust me.
